Natural.

Just broke up ? In love with a person that is attached ? Or in love with a person that loves another guy/girl ?

the feeling sucks eh ? your heart feel terrible ? lonely ? feel like killing yourself ?

all these feelings are normal, because everyone has feelings. u're just going through a part of life whereby u're in love ! u're growing up ! don't feel upset or whatever just because u can't be with the person u love, be glad that u still got other choices and other friends that support u.

even if u patch with that particular guy/girl, are u confident enough to say that u'll get married in the future and last till old ? there's no definite answer in life, but there is a definite chance of meeting your right partner in the future.

don't brood over what has happen, don't get moody just because u see the person getting close with another guy/girl. be glad that u're able to know , and try to move on with your life.

Without love, why not try concentrating in studies or earning money ? treasuring your own life ? spending more time for yourself ? shopping for your own clothes ? eating all u want ? buying all the things u ever wanted . going to places with your closest friends ?

let love come naturally, u'll live life happier . there are no 2nd chances in life, treasure your life. theres no time machine in reality . (((:

TP !

It's been awhile since i last blogged. after i came back from aussie, i've been busy with lion dance, gym, hanging out with my bros, friends and my bike. I've got one good news which is i've passed both my modules in perth ! NO MORE FLYING BACK TO AUSSIE ! NICE !

Yesterday, went out with dick to defu lane to look at bikes. he was looking for kawa, while i'm looking for sp. I'm waiting to pass my tp next month so that i can get my bike by august 11th. around 5plus, bus-ed back to yishun. met geokting and her friends, at funland. don't know is too long never see each other or what, they just kept laughing. LOL. AM I THAT FUNNY ?

after hanging around in yishun, went home and rest. my legs are killing me ! STILL PAIN AFTER 2 DAYS ! wondering if i'm able to celebrate my 21st b'day this year. hmm...

P.S. : DUMBDUMB ! don't emo already eh. anything can text me ! i'm there for u . Don't bully me can already. LAUGHS !!!!!! IF NOT I TELL DORAEMON BY EMAIL !

Exams ~

tmr is my exams already. my long awaited exams are here !! i've been waiting since the day i flew to perth. im wondering what kind of questions would be out for my exams. hmm...

anyway, im flying back soon already ! hooray !!! time to chill out till late nights, driving out everyday, get my bike soon and plan my 21st b'day ! isn't that just great ? haha.

going for a haircut on 2nd of june before i fly back. just made an appointment with tomoko. thinking of whether i should change my hair style ? hmm... 2 weeks for me to think. haha. (:

Woken Up.

this afternoon, i woke up and rush doing my assignment. did lots of research, and lots of homework on information technology. i've come to realise that i have to go through 3 years of university studies just to get a bachelor in accounting and finance, which only allows me to get a pay of 2-3k per month. i realised it was a waste of my time and 2-3k per month ain't gonna satisfy me.

i spent some time looking at MBA which is "Masters" in layman terms, and Ph.D in accounting and management. spent time talking to my parents about it, and they said if i got a Ph.D, i could easily earn millions per month, or just millions for a piece of paper as a consultant. so i've decided to make Ph.D as my target before 30yrs old.

why should i waste my 20 years of studying and get just 2-3k ? so i plan to study another 7years to earn the millions. though its time consuming, but who doesn't love money ? if i have a chance to earn millions every month, why should i stop studying after getting a degree ?

the main bottomline is since i've got the chance to study that far, i should treasure it and make it that far. time is important in life, i got to make use of it when i'm young.

TIME AND EDUCATION IS IMPORTANT ! the thought of earning so much money just makes me wanna study more. (:

Top 10 Lies

The top 10 lies girls tell guys all the time. its true eh. LOL.

1. He's just my friend, a normal friend.

2. The number of ex ( rounds down ).

3. Nothing is wrong, i'm alright.

4. I'm not ready for a boyf at the moment.

5. I will never lie to you.

6. I love everything about you.

7. I'm on my way, already in the train.

8. I'm not jealous. Why should i be ?

9. I'm not angry.

10. It was on sale.

Bad News

today i went to school early in the morning. as per normal, took 2 buses and a train to reach school. went in for tutorial, check my exam time-table as it was said to be out by this week. my commercial law exam is on the 20th of may. i looked around the time-table and keep looking for ICT105 ( Information Technology ) . i asked miki whether she knows when is the exam, she said its on the 4th of june. i straight away gave a stun look. cause in the handbook it states that the exam period is from 17th May to 28th May. plus my flight back to s'pore is on the 3rd of June. now i got to delay my flight till i don't know when. pissed off with the exam time-table. wonder when can i confirm on the date of flying back. :'(

Only Love

2am and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me you're so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be

You're asking me

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough

If we learn to trust

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'll give my dreams just one more chance

To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

Earn my love and trust.

I'll stop trusting and believing people so much already. if u want me to believe and trust u, EARN IT ! i don't take sweet talks anymore. i freaking hate people lying to me, so if one day i found out u're lying. just face the consequences yourself, if u wanna keep your reputation, stop lying and flirt around. sometimes i just don't wish to make things that straight, cause i'm hoping u will tell me your mistakes and u will change. don't think i'll never find out the truth.

i'll be flying back at the end of next month. if u want me to treat u good, show me u deserve it. i don't accept lip service on msn. PROVE IT !

P.S : don't come and ask who is it. if u think its u, than so be it.

Path Light Up Again.

Today i had my thoughts straighten out. i've learnt to let go everything. if it isn't meant to be, i won't force it. i can still live my own life happily, i do not need to be upset for something i cannot have. i can still treasure those that are always supportive of me.

P.S : I NEED TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS ALR ! I CANNOT PROCRASTINATE ANYMORE, SG IS WAITING FOR ME !

A Day To Remember

April 6th 2010 is a day for me to remember. not a public holiday in aussie but its also not a normal weekday. its a day that i've realised how words people say can actually hurt someone. a day that i realised how powerful are the words "I LOVE YOU", "SORRY" and "NEVERMIND".

Does this few words seem familiar to you ? people use it often be it before a r/s, during a r/s or after a r/s. before using "I LOVE YOU", have you ever thought about what would cause the other person to think/feel if one day u stop loving him/her ? when you're saying "SORRY", do you really meant it ? or to make the other person feel better just by saying it ? the word "NEVERMIND", this word is freaking powerful, even i could never understand the meaning behind it. after saying "NEVERMIND", do you actually still care about that person ? or you don't even care at all?

Some people are so selfish that they only care about how they feel, and they only care about what they want. People like me have to understand how they feel and at the same time care for them. It is tiring, but its the power of love. Everyone in love wouldn't mind putting lots of effort maintaining it, but have you ever thought that the things you do might cause insecurity or doubts ? Or are you just being ignorant about it ?

If you're a person that wishes to be loved by that particular person, show it to him/her. Don't only use words to sweet talk, prove it with actions. If you think only by using words is enough to mean what you say, every guy or girl could do the same. what makes you different ?

P.S : if you really love him/her, prove to that particular person you deserve his/her love.

愛情

在一段愛情裡面沒有一個人是不自私的.每個人都要被愛, 被寵, 被對待好. 可是你有沒有想過你的決定還是看法能傷害到某人. 雖然裝不愛很辛苦, 可是這比你傷害到我的痛還要輕. 我已經決定不想那麼多了.

P.S. : 希望你能開心, 我不會煩你了.

What's Happening ?

im back to blog. i've got things to voice out thats why i chose to blog it out. i've notice that there are lots of girls that are becoming so flirt. like what people normally say "hongster". i came across a few girls, this girls claim to like me and stuffs. but behind , they actually can talk to other guys so closely and intimately. even in real life too. sometimes i just wonder, do they actually mean what they say ? i began to doubt if a girl tells me she loves me. she might be telling that to others too ?

i know guys are like this too. or maybe girls got hurt in the past because of guys doing the same thing. but why do girls choose to become like this ? behaving like a hongster too ? what is going on ? if a guy they met in the past were hongsters, does it mean that every guy are hongsters ?

now i seriously understand the feelings of girls that says guys are hongsters. i totally understand it. so please girls, if u're attached or u like another guy already, don't come to me and say u love me for the sake of it. i feel disgusted.

P/S : to all hongsters out there, be it guy or girl. please do think of how others would feel if u hurt them. TY.

Hair Cut

today i went to have my hair cut at northbridge. its at the city of perth . it cost me around 130 aussie dollars. freaking expensive eh ? but the cut was worth it. i was served by a japanese girl named tomoko. she was quite friendly , throughout the cut she was quite entertaining talking about her own school life in perth. anyway here's the pictures of my new hair cut.

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

take 5

this is the name card of my hair stylist.

the interior of the shop.

Immaturity

back to update, haven't been updating my blog for quite awhile. have been busy studying for my test tmr. this few days i met a few weird people online that added me on msn and fb.

i think my age is getting older i guess, i can't seem to understand the younger generation's thinking anymore. or maybe they have not mature yet ? thats why they don't realise the words they use actually hurt or might agitate the other party ?

and i think i've really got issues with people that actually added me in msn, yet don't wish to talk. what is msn and fb for ? what is the block and ignore buttons for ? if you don't wish to talk to the person just block and delete. i don't freaking care, but i don't understand why i get replies like "do i know u? " or "i don't talk to people i don't know." you add me yet you reply like this to me. i get freaking pissed when this kind of things happen to me. and its always girls that reply like this. if u really don't talk to people u know, thn don't add people in the first place or accept people in fb. i'll respect u for that.

P.S : if u got no intentions to talk to me or to be friends, don't add me or just freaking delete me off and block me. thanks.

School is a bore.

back to update my blog. 7 days a week and i only study 3 days. thursday is the worst, only 1hr of ICT105 tutorial. wasting of my time. i have been working hard this few weeks, studying very hard almost everyday.

my daily routine: 8-9am wake up for exercise plus my breakfast, revise on my notes till 12pm, slack till 2pm, continue to revise till 5pm thn ate my lunch plus dinner, slack again till 7pm, revise till 11pm again. before sleeping i'll do exercise again. everybody must be thinking why i so crazy keep doing exercise, its because i'm training my strength for lion dance. i want to enter competition ! LOL, i know im mad.

oh ya, its alr week 3 ! 8 more weeks to go ! but seems so long. anyway, jesse dont shoot me alr i tell u. if not later i angry . LOL. just kidding. i'll rmb to treat u, dont worry. school lectures are really boring ! i can just sleep in class without listening. cause the lecturer doesn't know how to teach. anyway, i miss everyone in singapore ! i wanna go back fast ! going back to my books, will update again soon. (:

School.

Have been almost 2 weeks since i came back to perth. perth didn't really change a lot, but still there are changes. few years back i take a direct bus service to school, now i've got to take a train down than change to bus. even the transport routes have change.

Went back school to study for the 2 modules ( Principles of Commercial Law & Information Technology ) . i failed this 2 modules back than. now when i came back, it seems like even the syllabus change. the criteria to pass for this 2 modules change , even the topics for exams have change. means that its like a whole new module for me. damn

I've got another 14 weeks to go to my exams, than i'll be back in singapore. i know alyssa will surely say that i ps her again. LOL. who knows ? maybe i will fail ? but i'll work double hard this time not to fail. (:

1st Day Returning To Perth.

My day wasn't that good at all. early in the morning i had stomachache, was so pain that i woke up at 7am. Woke up and realised that i haven't really packed my luggage and stuffs to bring to perth. Prepared all the way till noon, had my lunch with my family. Had a chat about my coming grades, my motor bike as a present for my 21st bday, plus business.

Reached the airport at 3.50pm. guess what? the flight was delayed 1 hr plus. i simply just walked around duty free with my dad and bought ciggarettes. first time my dad paid for my ciggarettes ! he bought 20packs for me . but its duty free. HAHAS. i'm surprised he didn't want to control me in smoking too much.

anyway, i touched down perth 2am in the morning, took a taxi home. started packing my room cause its like empty since i left 3 years ago ? LOL. now everything feels like its rewinding back to the past, like the first time i came to perth for studies. I wanna win my bet with my dad, so that i can get my motor bike ! wish me luck eh.

P.S : I'm missing a lot of people in singapore plus i'm missing that particular someone ( the one that i miss disturbing ) and my doggy ! And, i've receive all of the goodluck messages on handphone and msn. thanks everyone. (:

No Life !

back to blog , i've got freaking no life this few weeks . it's either lion dance or at home rotting , what else can i do ? now it's not like i've still got my car, every night can still go for late night pub-ing, late night suppers or rounding.

how i wish i can still drive my car. but nevermind. once i'm back from australia, i'm gonna get my motorbike. by than i won't be feeling this bored already. 12 more days to go, and i'm flying ! now i don't even know whether i'm feeling happy about it or not.

right now, i've got to get myself prepared for university when i'm back. i've got a place in the accounting and finance industry. i'm gonna work as an external auditor in 2 yrs time ! people might wonder why should i work for people when i can just take over my dad's job. i don't want other staffs to think that i'm just a rich man's son taking over the post, i wanna work my way up !

gonna go get my sleep ! nights everyone. (:

Time Flys ?

2 more weeks and i'm leaving singapore again.( it's like i'm 15 again. ) i've been having deep thoughts about how i'll feel when i'm there. i really wonder whether i'll be able to concentrate on my exams over in perth. but i guess i've got no choice already, i've got to sacrifice time for my future.

time before i leave for singapore will always be memorable, and i'll feel that friends around me have been there for me all the while just that i didn't feel it. as a person grows older, he/she will tend to reflect back on their own life and think about what they have regretted on.

i asked myself "what are the things that are part and parcels of life ?" , "what is fate ?" and "how to differentiate between like and love ?" everyone should have ponder on such questions before too eh ? but who have actually got the answers for it ?

anyway, i just hope i can stay in contact with all my brothers, sisters, friends and those people that i've get to know . though it's just a short period of time, but who knows what will happen ?

(:

"不管一个人愿不愿意改变， 周围的事也一定会使一个人改变。"

26 More Days...

Less than a month and i'm flying to perth already. In singapore life aint that boring compared to perth. though i've live there for about 2 years, but now most of my friends in australia have already return back to their own countries.

How i wish i can stay in singapore without having to fly overseas just for studies. I could have done lots of things in singapore like passing my bike license, getting my motorbike or earning more money.

This few weeks i've been hanging out with my group of YP at amk. i feel so much older though i always hang out with them. Anyway, i came to realise that promises or words that people always say don't tend to seem true. I hate that kind of feeling whereby i feel like i'm being cheated when a particular person say something but doesn't do it. that is why i hate those people that say just for the sake for making other people happy.

Solution : Never ever say things that will make people happy but end up not fufilling it.

This are some pictures that my group of YP taken

Great Start

Its 2010 ~

This year will be quite an exciting cum fruitful year for me. I'll be leaving for singapore on the 7th of february to perth. will be back before the june holidays i suppose.

Targets of 2010 :

- Pass my extended diploma within 3 months overseas.

- Get into Curtin University in S'pore

- Pass my Class 2B License ! ( Cause i failed the first time due to i don't know what . =.=''' )

- Get my motorbike by August 11th this year which is my 21st B'day !

- Lastly, get a part-time job to cover some family expenses cause i'm already 21.

I'll not think about the mistakes and failures in 2009. everything about 2009 is over , 2010 is a new year. let it be a new start for everything. (:

*What was i smiling at ? LOL.

*Channel 8 is interesting.

*Ton-ing outside.

*Still looking at Channel 8 not day dreaming. LOL

*I seriously do not know i was being snapped.

*Including this.

Thats all folks. (: