Natural.

Just broke up ? In love with a person that is attached ? Or in love with a person that loves another guy/girl ?

the feeling sucks eh ? your heart feel terrible ? lonely ? feel like killing yourself ?

all these feelings are normal, because everyone has feelings. u're just going through a part of life whereby u're in love ! u're growing up ! don't feel upset or whatever just because u can't be with the person u love, be glad that u still got other choices and other friends that support u.

even if u patch with that particular guy/girl, are u confident enough to say that u'll get married in the future and last till old ? there's no definite answer in life, but there is a definite chance of meeting your right partner in the future.

don't brood over what has happen, don't get moody just because u see the person getting close with another guy/girl. be glad that u're able to know , and try to move on with your life.

Without love, why not try concentrating in studies or earning money ? treasuring your own life ? spending more time for yourself ? shopping for your own clothes ? eating all u want ? buying all the things u ever wanted . going to places with your closest friends ?

let love come naturally, u'll live life happier . there are no 2nd chances in life, treasure your life. theres no time machine in reality . (((:

TP !

It's been awhile since i last blogged. after i came back from aussie, i've been busy with lion dance, gym, hanging out with my bros, friends and my bike. I've got one good news which is i've passed both my modules in perth ! NO MORE FLYING BACK TO AUSSIE ! NICE !

Yesterday, went out with dick to defu lane to look at bikes. he was looking for kawa, while i'm looking for sp. I'm waiting to pass my tp next month so that i can get my bike by august 11th. around 5plus, bus-ed back to yishun. met geokting and her friends, at funland. don't know is too long never see each other or what, they just kept laughing. LOL. AM I THAT FUNNY ?

after hanging around in yishun, went home and rest. my legs are killing me ! STILL PAIN AFTER 2 DAYS ! wondering if i'm able to celebrate my 21st b'day this year. hmm...

P.S. : DUMBDUMB ! don't emo already eh. anything can text me ! i'm there for u . Don't bully me can already. LAUGHS !!!!!! IF NOT I TELL DORAEMON BY EMAIL !

Exams ~

tmr is my exams already. my long awaited exams are here !! i've been waiting since the day i flew to perth. im wondering what kind of questions would be out for my exams. hmm...

anyway, im flying back soon already ! hooray !!! time to chill out till late nights, driving out everyday, get my bike soon and plan my 21st b'day ! isn't that just great ? haha.

going for a haircut on 2nd of june before i fly back. just made an appointment with tomoko. thinking of whether i should change my hair style ? hmm... 2 weeks for me to think. haha. (:

Woken Up.

this afternoon, i woke up and rush doing my assignment. did lots of research, and lots of homework on information technology. i've come to realise that i have to go through 3 years of university studies just to get a bachelor in accounting and finance, which only allows me to get a pay of 2-3k per month. i realised it was a waste of my time and 2-3k per month ain't gonna satisfy me.

i spent some time looking at MBA which is "Masters" in layman terms, and Ph.D in accounting and management. spent time talking to my parents about it, and they said if i got a Ph.D, i could easily earn millions per month, or just millions for a piece of paper as a consultant. so i've decided to make Ph.D as my target before 30yrs old.

why should i waste my 20 years of studying and get just 2-3k ? so i plan to study another 7years to earn the millions. though its time consuming, but who doesn't love money ? if i have a chance to earn millions every month, why should i stop studying after getting a degree ?

the main bottomline is since i've got the chance to study that far, i should treasure it and make it that far. time is important in life, i got to make use of it when i'm young.

TIME AND EDUCATION IS IMPORTANT ! the thought of earning so much money just makes me wanna study more. (:

Top 10 Lies

The top 10 lies girls tell guys all the time. its true eh. LOL.

1. He's just my friend, a normal friend.

2. The number of ex ( rounds down ).

3. Nothing is wrong, i'm alright.

4. I'm not ready for a boyf at the moment.

5. I will never lie to you.

6. I love everything about you.

7. I'm on my way, already in the train.

8. I'm not jealous. Why should i be ?

9. I'm not angry.

10. It was on sale.

Bad News

today i went to school early in the morning. as per normal, took 2 buses and a train to reach school. went in for tutorial, check my exam time-table as it was said to be out by this week. my commercial law exam is on the 20th of may. i looked around the time-table and keep looking for ICT105 ( Information Technology ) . i asked miki whether she knows when is the exam, she said its on the 4th of june. i straight away gave a stun look. cause in the handbook it states that the exam period is from 17th May to 28th May. plus my flight back to s'pore is on the 3rd of June. now i got to delay my flight till i don't know when. pissed off with the exam time-table. wonder when can i confirm on the date of flying back. :'(

Only Love

2am and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me you're so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be

You're asking me

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough

If we learn to trust

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'll give my dreams just one more chance

To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do