Top 10 Lies

The top 10 lies girls tell guys all the time. its true eh. LOL.

1. He's just my friend, a normal friend.

2. The number of ex ( rounds down ).

3. Nothing is wrong, i'm alright.

4. I'm not ready for a boyf at the moment.

5. I will never lie to you.

6. I love everything about you.

7. I'm on my way, already in the train.

8. I'm not jealous. Why should i be ?

9. I'm not angry.

10. It was on sale.

Bad News

today i went to school early in the morning. as per normal, took 2 buses and a train to reach school. went in for tutorial, check my exam time-table as it was said to be out by this week. my commercial law exam is on the 20th of may. i looked around the time-table and keep looking for ICT105 ( Information Technology ) . i asked miki whether she knows when is the exam, she said its on the 4th of june. i straight away gave a stun look. cause in the handbook it states that the exam period is from 17th May to 28th May. plus my flight back to s'pore is on the 3rd of June. now i got to delay my flight till i don't know when. pissed off with the exam time-table. wonder when can i confirm on the date of flying back. :'(

Only Love

2am and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me you're so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be

You're asking me

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough

If we learn to trust

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'll give my dreams just one more chance

To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So i just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But i can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

Earn my love and trust.

I'll stop trusting and believing people so much already. if u want me to believe and trust u, EARN IT ! i don't take sweet talks anymore. i freaking hate people lying to me, so if one day i found out u're lying. just face the consequences yourself, if u wanna keep your reputation, stop lying and flirt around. sometimes i just don't wish to make things that straight, cause i'm hoping u will tell me your mistakes and u will change. don't think i'll never find out the truth.

i'll be flying back at the end of next month. if u want me to treat u good, show me u deserve it. i don't accept lip service on msn. PROVE IT !

P.S : don't come and ask who is it. if u think its u, than so be it.

Path Light Up Again.

Today i had my thoughts straighten out. i've learnt to let go everything. if it isn't meant to be, i won't force it. i can still live my own life happily, i do not need to be upset for something i cannot have. i can still treasure those that are always supportive of me.

P.S : I NEED TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS ALR ! I CANNOT PROCRASTINATE ANYMORE, SG IS WAITING FOR ME !

A Day To Remember

April 6th 2010 is a day for me to remember. not a public holiday in aussie but its also not a normal weekday. its a day that i've realised how words people say can actually hurt someone. a day that i realised how powerful are the words "I LOVE YOU", "SORRY" and "NEVERMIND".

Does this few words seem familiar to you ? people use it often be it before a r/s, during a r/s or after a r/s. before using "I LOVE YOU", have you ever thought about what would cause the other person to think/feel if one day u stop loving him/her ? when you're saying "SORRY", do you really meant it ? or to make the other person feel better just by saying it ? the word "NEVERMIND", this word is freaking powerful, even i could never understand the meaning behind it. after saying "NEVERMIND", do you actually still care about that person ? or you don't even care at all?

Some people are so selfish that they only care about how they feel, and they only care about what they want. People like me have to understand how they feel and at the same time care for them. It is tiring, but its the power of love. Everyone in love wouldn't mind putting lots of effort maintaining it, but have you ever thought that the things you do might cause insecurity or doubts ? Or are you just being ignorant about it ?

If you're a person that wishes to be loved by that particular person, show it to him/her. Don't only use words to sweet talk, prove it with actions. If you think only by using words is enough to mean what you say, every guy or girl could do the same. what makes you different ?

P.S : if you really love him/her, prove to that particular person you deserve his/her love.

愛情

在一段愛情裡面沒有一個人是不自私的.每個人都要被愛, 被寵, 被對待好. 可是你有沒有想過你的決定還是看法能傷害到某人. 雖然裝不愛很辛苦, 可是這比你傷害到我的痛還要輕. 我已經決定不想那麼多了.

P.S. : 希望你能開心, 我不會煩你了.