Earn my love and trust.

I'll stop trusting and believing people so much already. if u want me to believe and trust u, EARN IT ! i don't take sweet talks anymore. i freaking hate people lying to me, so if one day i found out u're lying. just face the consequences yourself, if u wanna keep your reputation, stop lying and flirt around. sometimes i just don't wish to make things that straight, cause i'm hoping u will tell me your mistakes and u will change. don't think i'll never find out the truth.

i'll be flying back at the end of next month. if u want me to treat u good, show me u deserve it. i don't accept lip service on msn. PROVE IT !

P.S : don't come and ask who is it. if u think its u, than so be it.

Path Light Up Again.

Today i had my thoughts straighten out. i've learnt to let go everything. if it isn't meant to be, i won't force it. i can still live my own life happily, i do not need to be upset for something i cannot have. i can still treasure those that are always supportive of me.

P.S : I NEED TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS ALR ! I CANNOT PROCRASTINATE ANYMORE, SG IS WAITING FOR ME !

A Day To Remember

April 6th 2010 is a day for me to remember. not a public holiday in aussie but its also not a normal weekday. its a day that i've realised how words people say can actually hurt someone. a day that i realised how powerful are the words "I LOVE YOU", "SORRY" and "NEVERMIND".

Does this few words seem familiar to you ? people use it often be it before a r/s, during a r/s or after a r/s. before using "I LOVE YOU", have you ever thought about what would cause the other person to think/feel if one day u stop loving him/her ? when you're saying "SORRY", do you really meant it ? or to make the other person feel better just by saying it ? the word "NEVERMIND", this word is freaking powerful, even i could never understand the meaning behind it. after saying "NEVERMIND", do you actually still care about that person ? or you don't even care at all?

Some people are so selfish that they only care about how they feel, and they only care about what they want. People like me have to understand how they feel and at the same time care for them. It is tiring, but its the power of love. Everyone in love wouldn't mind putting lots of effort maintaining it, but have you ever thought that the things you do might cause insecurity or doubts ? Or are you just being ignorant about it ?

If you're a person that wishes to be loved by that particular person, show it to him/her. Don't only use words to sweet talk, prove it with actions. If you think only by using words is enough to mean what you say, every guy or girl could do the same. what makes you different ?

P.S : if you really love him/her, prove to that particular person you deserve his/her love.

愛情

在一段愛情裡面沒有一個人是不自私的.每個人都要被愛, 被寵, 被對待好. 可是你有沒有想過你的決定還是看法能傷害到某人. 雖然裝不愛很辛苦, 可是這比你傷害到我的痛還要輕. 我已經決定不想那麼多了.

P.S. : 希望你能開心, 我不會煩你了.

What's Happening ?

im back to blog. i've got things to voice out thats why i chose to blog it out. i've notice that there are lots of girls that are becoming so flirt. like what people normally say "hongster". i came across a few girls, this girls claim to like me and stuffs. but behind , they actually can talk to other guys so closely and intimately. even in real life too. sometimes i just wonder, do they actually mean what they say ? i began to doubt if a girl tells me she loves me. she might be telling that to others too ?

i know guys are like this too. or maybe girls got hurt in the past because of guys doing the same thing. but why do girls choose to become like this ? behaving like a hongster too ? what is going on ? if a guy they met in the past were hongsters, does it mean that every guy are hongsters ?

now i seriously understand the feelings of girls that says guys are hongsters. i totally understand it. so please girls, if u're attached or u like another guy already, don't come to me and say u love me for the sake of it. i feel disgusted.

P/S : to all hongsters out there, be it guy or girl. please do think of how others would feel if u hurt them. TY.

Hair Cut

today i went to have my hair cut at northbridge. its at the city of perth . it cost me around 130 aussie dollars. freaking expensive eh ? but the cut was worth it. i was served by a japanese girl named tomoko. she was quite friendly , throughout the cut she was quite entertaining talking about her own school life in perth. anyway here's the pictures of my new hair cut.

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take 2

take 3

take 4

take 5

this is the name card of my hair stylist.

the interior of the shop.

Immaturity

back to update, haven't been updating my blog for quite awhile. have been busy studying for my test tmr. this few days i met a few weird people online that added me on msn and fb.

i think my age is getting older i guess, i can't seem to understand the younger generation's thinking anymore. or maybe they have not mature yet ? thats why they don't realise the words they use actually hurt or might agitate the other party ?

and i think i've really got issues with people that actually added me in msn, yet don't wish to talk. what is msn and fb for ? what is the block and ignore buttons for ? if you don't wish to talk to the person just block and delete. i don't freaking care, but i don't understand why i get replies like "do i know u? " or "i don't talk to people i don't know." you add me yet you reply like this to me. i get freaking pissed when this kind of things happen to me. and its always girls that reply like this. if u really don't talk to people u know, thn don't add people in the first place or accept people in fb. i'll respect u for that.

P.S : if u got no intentions to talk to me or to be friends, don't add me or just freaking delete me off and block me. thanks.